gone until...?
My wife is going through a rough first trimester and I spend afternoons and weekends taking care of her. For her it's apparently like a never ending flu where you are completely dead tired after 5pm. So, seeing as how I can go to work completely wide awake after one hour of sleep, I see it as my duty to do whatever I can for her right now. When/if i come back, I swear that I going to train for a goddamn battleship and sell a etc or two and stop bothering with these stupid cruisers. But, I may not renew my eve account, or maybe I will. It just seems like this "game" is more like an unpaid job. Although I find this "game" fascinating, the fun to work ration is waaaaay out of wack. People I know that also play other mmorpg's disbelieve me the massive amount of shit that players have to put up with. But...I don't want to just stop playing...I will feel like this game has defeated me. I think I'm getting the hang of it, and am starting to see how easy it is to make isk, and pilot a ship well, it is all just waaay to much work to do so little. Оh wеll....we'll see.
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